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Choosing Sides
19:15 Sep 30 2005
Times Read: 543

He was back and it had been three nights since I had seen Vlad. The things I had learned of myself and of my past were the things I had once longed for. Now time had no meaning for me. The roses outside my window that I had once loved smelling had no smell. My heart longed for something that I could no have. I wanted my era back.

I wanted to run through the forests of Romania again, ride my horse through the fields, and swim in the mountain streams during the summer. I wanted my husband from so long ago back in my arms. So many nights I had longed for something and then all this had changed my life. As my thoughts drifted Amy interupted them, "What is wrong with you Stacey? You haven't been yourself lately. You refuse to talk to me and the others and you seem very very distant from everyone."

I sighed, "Amy it has nothing to do with any of you. It is me and I wonder how much more long I can hold what is inside of me. You know that I care about Matt because he did make me the Princess of clan Tremere. There are answers that I got last night from my past life. I found what I was looking for in Romania."

She smiled, "Well surely it isn't bad. What is it Stacey? What did you find?"

I answered her slowly, "I was once married to Vlad Tepes and he and I had a son together. I was his first love and the only one he ever really loved as far as that goes. I am in a bind over if I should choose him or Matt."

She gasped, "You mean Vlad Dracula is alive and he is living in Romania?"

I nodded, "Yeah he lives in the old section of Wallachia or what used to be that. Why are you so shocked Amy?"

She smiled, "Only because he is supposed to be dead and to find out that he is alive and you know him? Oh my god Stacey do you realize that we could actually get him to become our leader of the clan? He could destroy clan Ventrue like they are nothing."

I sighed, "I don't want him to do that. Yeah Vlad is very powerful almost as powerful as Caine, but bringing him back to power will only cause him to try and rule the whole of the vampire world. We can't afford Caine waking up and coming to realize what is happening."

She sighed, "Hell no one has seen Caine for centuries. We don't even know if he's still alive or not. What would it do if Vlad did try to take over the Camarilla? He is powerful enough."



I laid back against the wall thinking yeah that was the only problem...in the meantime I had a tough decision to make. If i was going to stay with Matt or go home to Vlad....

What Happened to Matt?
17:00 Sep 28 2005
Times Read: 556

I awoke to a thump outside the bedroom window. It was still daylight outside so I couldn't just waltz out there. I wondered if it were a slayer and I knew Matt was sound asleep. He would not hear it and I knew I had to defend my master the best I could. I went out into the hall and retrieved the baseball bat I had stuck in the hall closet.

As I neared the window making sure that I wouldn't let the sunlight in, I saw the silhouette of a man on the outside. My powers were weak during the day and I knew that I couldn't make him do anything. I waited till he came inside then I slung the bat as hard as I could. He slumped to the floor cursing. When he got up I grabbed him by the throat, "Who are you and Who sent you?"

He laughed, "Who do you think sent me? They want you all dead...including the fledlings."

I knew who he spoke of was some of the minions belonging to the Ventrue Empire in Rome. I took the stake and peirced his heart just enough to shake him up. I looked deep into his eyes, "Take this message back to who sent you!"

I thought nothing more of it and threw the man back out the window. I locked the window and joined Matt in the bed. When I woke up Matt was gone. I knew I had slept an hour over sunset but I didn't think anything of it. I walked around the castle trying to catch a glimpse of where he might have disappeared to. Then I caught sight of his shirt. It was lying in a heap on the floor, shredded and bloody. I grabbed it up and held it to my chest.

Who would have dared enter the castle during broad daylight and sweep my love away? I did not hear anything which must have meant it was a psychic vampire who did it. I walked over to the crypt where Adam and Amy slept and told them what was going on. They caught Todd just in time as he was on his way out to feed. Todd said, "I didn't hear anything or see anything which must mean whomever did it was very cunning and must have been a psychic vampire. There fore it is going to be hard to find out whom did this but I do have speculations."

I nodded, "Yes and so do I. It must have been one of Clan Ventrue in Rome. They want all of us dead for fleeing their precious empire. And I know it must have been VentruE himself who did this. He must pay."

Amy agreed, "We must get in the empire and find out what happened to Matt. Stacey you have the most ties to people who still live there so I would look up someone who really trusts you and get in that way."

Spys I thought deeply as I turned to look at the night sky. They were in the empire and some were my close friends. I worried that they would find out and they would be killed. I nodded to Amy, "Yes I will go and see who I must. I want all of you to pay close attention at what goes on.Adam I want you to find Pam and Brian and let them know what is going on. Tell them to be very careful and know who the enemies are."

Adam and Todd went away to find the rest of the city and let our clan know what was going on.

I flew over mountains and streams and oceans to find Ventrue. As I was spying on him and his followers, he spotted me, "Well what have we here? Welcome home Stacey."

I flew down to where he stood, "This is no longer my home, Ventrue. I want to know what you did with my husband and I want to know now."

He laughed, "Do you actually think that I would tell you that quickly? Boy you aren't being very bright then. Come on inside and let us have a drink and then we shall talk of your husband. I do know where he is mind you and if you decide to kill me then you will never find out where he is."

I laughed, "Its ok if you want to play mind games I shall play along. Then when you tell me what I need to Know then I shall kill you. I have no use for you, Ventrue."

For the longest time we talked and I drank deeply of the wine. The darkest but purest wine I had ever tasted. I became delirious and knew he had drugged the wine. Even being a vampire I knew I couldn't over do this one. I simply said, "To never trust no one would have been the wisiest thing I could have done. Now I will never get to Matt and never see him again."

He nodded, "Yes you will see Matt and you will acknowledge him again in time very short time."

I didn't know if Matt were alive or dead but I knew I had to know. Ventrue sent me into a dark catacomb. It was then my husband walked out of the shadows. He knelt down beside me, "How does it feel Stacey to know that you have been betrayed?"

Betrayed my thoughts could not comprehend this all at once. I got up and looked straight at him, "Why would you do this to me, Matt?"

He laughed, "Well why do you think I would do something like this,Stacey? It is called power and I have all I want to in this empire. The Empress is alive Stacey and soon you will be dead. So sorry my dear. Such a waste of precious blood you are."

I tried to fight him but to no avail. I slumped down near a wall and it was there that I fell into a deep sleep. When I woke I was lying on a bed made of pure silk and light was shinning brightly in my eyes. I squinched my eyes up and made out the figure of a woman. It was the Empress herself without the mask. She smiled, "So beautiful when you are asleep. I brought you here so that I may give you a proposition. You can either join Matt in the empire again or you can die. It is merely you decision."

I raised my head and looked into her eyes, "You think that you have won don't you Empress? Well I have something to tell you. This war between our clans is just beginning. You will be the one to die before me."

I got up a sword lying near the fireplace and swung it over my head. I let out an unhuman growl and rammed the sword through her. Matt came running in as she screamed. He looked at me and fell to the ground. I knew then he had been under some kind of spell...

Mine
18:34 Sep 25 2005
Times Read: 567

My sire threw me to the ground roughly, "Get out of my sight...you betray me then you betray the Empress...and the empire."

I was disgusted with the whole stupidity that someone rule someone else. Plus no one barked orders at me only the elders did that. I was one of the ones who would stand up to my sire VentruE. Now I was on my own and my thoughts turned to home and my husband Matt. I eagerly flew over roof tops trying to see the garden I so desperately loved. Matt was sitting underneath an eve of the house and he was writing.

He saw me and asked, "What are you doing here my love?"

I spoke clearly, "Ventrue tired of me and sent me home permanantly i am afraid. I let my head speak for me and it lost me my title and my place among the empire. He gave me one night to get out of the empire but I have heard that some one is out for the Empress's head. I hope the elder's kill her because truthfully I hate her."



Matt tried to calm me but I was clearly on a rampage. I headed out the iron fence surrounding our garden and went towards out tiny apartment. I packed what I would need as fastly as I could. Angrily I tried to leave with my clothes but Matt blocked my exit. He took me by my wrist and pulled me in his arms. It was there he held me for what seemed like an eternity to a mere mortal.

He looked into my eyes and said, "Worrying like you are with VentruE isn't going to solve any matters, Stacey. It is time for us to go out on our own. It is time for us to start our own clan where everyone is shown equality. Adam, Todd, Amy, You, and I will be known as clan Tremere. No one shall bark orders at one another and we shall be the ones to rule our own clan. There is a city called Pittsburgh that awaits us."



Later that evening we flew out of Rome away from Empress and all that dwelled in the city I had once loved. Now I was off to a city that I didn't understand but must on order to start a new era. Once we arrived we met Todd, Adam, and Amy. Tremere was the name and we didn't care about rules. What we did care about was our earth and the energies surrounding it that could heal almost anything.

We would recruit others like us and we knew this was just the beginning....

My favorite fun song
00:55 Sep 16 2005
Times Read: 572

featuring: Busta Rhymes)



Baby

Ladies

Fellas

Are you ready?

Lets dance

Baby (ooooh)

I know you like me (I know you like me)

I know you do (I know you do)

Thats why whenever I come around

She's all over you (she's all over you)

I know you want it (I know you want it)

It's easy to see (it's easy to see)

And in the back of your mind

I know you should be fucking me (babe)



[refrain:]

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?

Don't cha

Don't cha

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was wrong like me?

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?

Don't cha

Don't cha



Fight the feeling (fight the feeling)

Leave it alone (leave it alone)

Cause if it ain't love

It just aint enough to leave my happy home (my happy home)

Let's keep it friendly (let's keep it friendly)

You have to play fair (you have to play fair)

See I dont care

But I know She ain't gonna wanna share



[refrain:]

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?

Don't cha

Don't cha

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was wrong like me?

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?

Don't cha

Don't cha



I know I'm on your mind

I know we'd have a good time

I'm your friend

I'm fun

And I'm fine

I aint lying

Look at me shine

You aint blind (you aint blind)

I know I'm on your mind

I know wed have a good time

I'm your friend

I'm fun

And I'm fine

I aint lying

Look at me shine

You aint blind



I know she loves you (I know she loves you)

So I understand (I understand)

I probably be just as crazy about you

If you were my own man

Maybe next lifetime (maybe next lifetime)

Possibly (possibly)

Until then no friend possibly

Is a drag for me



[refrain:]

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?

Don't cha

Don't cha

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was wrong like me?

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?

Don't cha

Don't cha

my happy ending
02:03 Sep 14 2005
Times Read: 580

So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...



Let's talk this over

It's not like we're dead

Was it something I did?

Was it something You said?

Don't leave me hanging

In a city so dead

Held up so high

On such a breakable thread



You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be



[Chorus:]

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...



You've got your dumb friends

I know what they say

They tell you I'm difficult

But so are they

But they don't know me

Do they even know you?

All the things you hide from me

All the shit that you do



You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be



[Chorus]



It's nice to know that you were there

Thanks for acting like you cared

And making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watching as I fall

And letting me know we were done



[Chorus x2]



[x2]

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

So much for my happy ending



Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

The trouble with love is
02:01 Sep 14 2005
Times Read: 581

Lyrics:

Love can be a many splendored thing

Can't deny the joy it brings

A dozen roses, diamond rings

Dreams for sale and fairy tales

It'll make you hear a symphony

And you just want the world to see

But like a drug that makes you blind,

It'll fool ya every time.



The trouble with love is

It can tear you up inside

Make your heart believe a lie

It's stronger than your pride.

The trouble with love is

It doesn't care how fast you fall

And you can't refuse the call

See, you got no say at all.



Every time I turn around

I think I got it all figured out

My heart keeps calling and I keep on falling

Tears my heart in two



The trouble with love is

It's in your heart, it's in your soul (doesn't care how fast you fall)

You're losin' all control

(and you can't refuse the call, and you got no say at all)

Torn
01:59 Sep 14 2005
Times Read: 582

I thought I saw a man brought to life

He was warm

He came around like he was dignified

He showed me what it was to cry

Well you couldn't be that man I adored

You don't seem to know

Seem to care what your heart is for

But I don't know him anymore

There's nothing where he used to lie

My conversation has run dry

That's what's going on

Nothing's fine I'm torn



I'm all out of faith

This is how I feel

I'm cold and I am shamed

Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed

Into something real

I'm wide awake

And I can see

The perfect sky is torn

You're a little late

I'm already torn



So I guess the fortune teller's right

Should have seen just what was there

And not some holy light

Which crawled beneath my veins

And now I don't care

I had no luck

I don't miss it all that much

There's just so many things

That I can touch I'm torn



I'm all out of faith

This is how I feel

I'm cold and I am shamed

Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed

Into something real

I'm wide awake

And I can see

The perfect sky is torn

You're a little late

I'm already torn

Torn



There's nothing where he used to lie

My inspiration has run dry

That's what's going on

Nothing's right I'm torn



I'm all out of faith

This is how I feel

I'm cold and I am shamed

Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed

Into something real

I'm wide awake

And I can see

The perfect sky is torn



I'm all out of faith

This is how I feel

I'm cold and I'm ashamed

Bound and broken on the floor

You're a little late

I'm already torn

Torn..

Livin on a prayer
23:48 Sep 12 2005
Times Read: 584

Once upon a time

Not so long ago

Tommy used to work on the docks

Union's been on strike

He's down on his luck... it's tough, so tough

Gina works the diner all day

Working for her man, she brings hom her pay

For love - for love

She says: We've got to hold on to what we've got

'Cause it doesn't make a difference

If we make it or not

We've got each other and that's a lot

For love - we'll give it a shot

We're half way there

Livin' on a prayer

Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear

Livin' on a prayer

Tommy got his six string in hock

Now he's holding in what he used

To make it talk - so tough, it's tough

Gina dreams of running away

When she cries in the night

Tommy whispers: Baby it's okay, someday

We've got to hold on to what we've got

'Cause it doesn't make a difference

If we make it or not

We've got each other and that's a lot

For love - we'll give it a shot

We're half way there

Livin' on a prayer

Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear

Livin' on a prayer

We've got to hold on ready or not

You live for the fight when it's all that you've got

We're half way there

Livin' on a prayer

Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear

Livin' on a prayer

Behind These Hazel Eyes
23:34 Sep 12 2005
Times Read: 585

Behind These Hazel Eyes"



Seems like just yesterday

You were a part of me

I used to stand so tall

I used to be so strong

Your arms around me tight

Everything, it felt so right

Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong

Now I can't breathe

No, I can't sleep

I'm barely hanging on



Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes



I told you everything

Opened up and let you in

You made me feel alright

For once in my life

Now all that's left of me

Is what I pretend to be

So together, but so broken up inside

'Cause I can't breathe

No, I can't sleep

I'm barely hangin' on



Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes



Swallow me then spit me out

For hating you, I blame myself

Seeing you it kills me now

No, I don't cry on the outside

Anymore...



Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes



Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

LIfe Goes On
23:30 Sep 12 2005
Times Read: 586

Life Goes On





Life goes on, life goes on, life goes on...



You sucked me in and played my mind

Just like a toy you would crank and wind

Baby, I would give til you wore it out

You left me lying in a pool of doubt

If you're still thinkin' you're the Daddy Mac

You should've known better but you didn't and I can't go back



Oooh, life goes on, and its only gonna make me strong

Its a fact, once you get on board say goodbye cuz you can't go back

Oooh, its a fight, and I really wanna get it right

Where I'm at, is my life before me, Got this feeling that I can't go back



Life goes on, life goes on, life goes on...



Wish I knew then what I know now

You held all the cards and sold me out

Baby, shame on you if you fooled me once,

Shame on me if you fooled me twice

You've been a pretty hard case to crack

I should've known better but I didn't and I can't go back



Oooh, life goes on, and its only gonna make me strong

Its a fact, once you get on board say goodbye cuz you can't go back

Oooh, its a fight, and I really wanna get it right

Where I'm at, is my life before me, Got this feeling that I can't go back



Na na na na na life goes on, na na na na na made me strong

Got a feeling and I can't go back

Life goes on (and its only gonna make me strong)

Life goes onn and on and on



Shame on you if you fooled me once,

Shame on me if you fooled me twice

You've been a pretty hard case to crack

I should've known better but I didn't and I can't go back



Oooh, life goes on, and its only gonna make me strong

Its a fact, once you get on board say goodbye cuz you can't go back

Oooh, its a fight, and I really wanna get it right

Where I'm at, is my life before me, Got this feeling that I can't go back



Na na na na na life goes on, na na na na na made me strong

Whoa, yeah

Got a feeling and I can't go back

Hold On
21:42 Sep 12 2005
Times Read: 587

GOOD CHARLOTTE LYRICS



"Hold On"



This world

This world is cold

But you don't

You don't have to go

You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care

Your mother's gone and your father hits you

This pain you cannot bear



But we all bleed the same way as you do

And we all have the same things to go through



Hold on if you feel like letting go

Hold on it gets better than you know



Your days

You say they're way too long

And your nights

You can't sleep at all

Hold on

And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to know more

And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to know more



But we all bleed the same way as you do

And we all have the same things to go through



Hold on if you feel like letting go

Hold on it gets better than you know

Don't stop looking, you're one step closer

Don't stop searching, it's not over

Hold on



What are you looking for?

What are you waiting for?

Do you know what you're doing to me?

Go ahead...What are you waiting for?



Hold on if you feel like letting go

Hold on it gets better than you know

Don't stop looking, you're one step closer

Don't stop searching, it's not over

Hold on if you feel like letting go

Hold on it gets better than you know

Hold on

Let Me Go
21:36 Sep 12 2005
Times Read: 588

Artist: 3 Doors Down

Album: Seventeen Days

Title: Let Me Go





One more kiss could be the best thing

One more lie could be the worst

And all these thoughts are never resting

And you’re not something I deserve



In my head there’s only you now

This world falls on me

In this world, there’s real and make-believe

This seems real to me



You love me but you don’t know who I am

I’m tore in between this life I lead and where I stand

You love me but you don’t know who I am

So let me go

Let me go



I dream ahead to what I hope for

And I turn my back on loving you

How can this love be a good thing?

I now know where I’m going through



In my head there’s only you now

This world falls on me

In this world, there’s real and make-believe

This seems real to me



You love me but you don’t know who I am

Edge's theme song
21:32 Sep 12 2005
Times Read: 589

Edge New Theme(Alter Bridge)

by WWF Superstars

album:

You Think You Know Me



On this day

I see clearly

Everything has come to life

A bitter place and a broken dream

And we'll leave it all

Leave it all behind



On this day

Everything has come to life

Another chance to chase a dream

Another chance to feel

Chance to feel alive



I'll never long for what might have been

Regret won't waste my life again

I won't look back I'll fight to remain



On this day

I see clearly

Everything has come to life

A bitter place and a broken dream

And we'll leave it all behind

On this day

It's so real to me

Everything has come to life

Another chance to chase a dream

Another chance to feel

Chance to feel alive



Fear will kill me, all i could be

Lift these sorrows, let me breathe

Could you set me free!

Could you set me free!



On this day

I see clearly

Everything has come to life

Bitter place

And a broken dream

And we'll leave it all behind

On this day

It's so real to me

Everything has come to life

Now the chance to chase a dream

Now the chance to feel

Chance to feel alive

end of days
21:29 Sep 12 2005
Times Read: 590




Lyrics to End Of Days





Artist: FOZZY





What happened to all of us

The things we say, our evil ways

Who could we really trust

Our lies and betrayal is why we fail

Can you believe in love

Lost in this world

Can you believe in love

And it's not too late

End of days and there's a full moon rising

End of days and there's a full moon rising again

Who are you, do you really know

What you've become, hollow and numb

A sickness, it eats away

All of your dreams led by your fear

Can you believe in love

Lost in this world

Can you believe in love

And it's not too late

End of days and there's a full moon rising

End of days and there's a full moon rising

Can you believe in love

Lost in this world

Can you believe in love

And it's not too late

Can you believe in love

Lost in this world

Can you believe in love

And it's not too late

End of days and there's a full moon rising

End of days and there's a full moon rising

End of days and there's a full moon rising

End of days and there's a full moon rising

Can you believe in love

incomplete
21:25 Sep 12 2005
Times Read: 591

Empty spaces fill me up with holes

Distant faces with no place left to go

Without you within me I can’t find no rest

Where I’m going is anybody’s guess



I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete



Voices tell me I should carry on

But I am swimming in an ocean all alone

Baby, my baby

It’s written on your face

You still wonder if we made a big mistake



I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete



I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go

I don’t wanna make you face this world alone

I wanna let you go (alone)



I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete



Incomplete

My favorite song by papa roach
21:20 Sep 12 2005
Times Read: 593

Chorus:]

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

My scars remind me that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to fail



Drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

I'm pi**ed cause you came around

Why don't you just go home

Cause you channel all your pain

And I can't help to fix myself

Your making me insane

All I can say is



[Chorus]



I tried to help you once

A kiss will only vise

I saw you going down

But you never realized

That your drowning in the water

So I offered you my hand

Compassions in my nature

Tonight is our last dance



[Chorus]



I'm drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

You shouldn't ever came around

Why don't you just go home?

Cause your drowning in the water

And I tried to grab your hand

And I left my heart open

But you didn't understand

But you didn't understand

You fix yourself



I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life



[Chorus x2]

What Happened?
19:50 Sep 05 2005
Times Read: 603

Did you ever wonder what happened to Mina after Bram Stoker's Dracula went off? Well I have decided to continue...the story that is.



Mina continued to stare at portrait on the ceiling wondering who the woman was. Little did she know it had been her in a past life. Elizabetha had been her name and she had loved her prince unconditionally...



If you have any more ideas please let me know. I would gladly use them. Just mesage me with them.

The Right Person
06:19 Sep 02 2005
Times Read: 611

Everyone says you will know when you meet the right guy. I am beginning to think that is not so true. People can meet the right person and not even know it. But I guess that is life for ya. I met several people on here that claim love has truly found them but still I wonder.

I have a wonderful guy or at least I would like to think so. He can be so kind and the next minute a complete jerk. I am wondering if that can be any man though. I think guys in general have so much male testosterone that they think they have to be around a woman to prove who is boss.

Well that is my thoughts on true love.